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loneliness

Loneliness

When I wake up

I see complete darkness around me

And I try to drink water

But the water doesn’t flow

 

Try entertain myself

I go around for a walk

But the whole world is silent

I hear nothing

 

I go to the garden

To see flowers and insects

But I find guns, bones lying

There is no life

 

I cry, I scream

But noone comes and reply me

The trees, the birds and rivers

Are not within my sight

 

I see buildings are torn apart

Bridges collapsed, vehicles abandoned

Noone is there, nothing is there

I am alone

 

I find a notice

Dated around 21st century

I look at my watch, its 25th century

I’ve slept whole 2 centuries

 

I remember! There was war

Probably all died

Everything finished

But now I am seeing them awaking

 

The sun shone

The birds flew

The rivers, the trees, the frogs

The insects and men, all alive!?

 

Oh no, where am I?

Hell or where?

I don’t know, I’m confused

Please help me

   

Somebody, please help me

Why don’t you listen?

Reply me, look at me

Oh no, nobody helps, all inhuman?

 

I shout, I kick, and I punch

But nobody listens

They don’t feel me

And neither do I

 

I see blank faces

Walking like normal

But they are vacant, empty

They have no life!

 

Oh, I can’t believe it

I am alone here

They are only ghosts to scare me

But I am not scared

 

In a blink of my eye

Everything vanishes again

Except me

I was imagining in despair

 

I’m not dead

I feel like humans do

Now I want to die

For being lonely

 

The end of this world

Is beginning with my death

The mankind, the history, everything

Is going to terminate for long

    

May 19, 2006 - Posted by shrijanaharu | english poem | | 1 Comment

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  1. sade

    Comment by dicaps | September 14, 2007

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